you might try masturbating or have your partner give you a hand job and get yourself turned on sufficiently so that you will come faster during fucking.
The space behind your testicles relates to indirect prostate stimulation which is the same thing as a woman's G spot which is analogous to your prostate gland.
I believe your penis is bored with your masturbation technique.
This business of worrying about what a partner will think/feel if either one does not orgasm during fucking is actually pretty ridiculous.
First off, take a vacation from porn.
Your curved penis is not so unusual.
This is due to your super fast masturbation sessions in the past & healing will be training yourself to sustain higher levels of arousal with new patterns of touching your penis.
Our ultimate preference for genitals is organic oil - almond, apricot, jojoba or coconut.
In utero, every penis starts as a clitoris.
When I was completely immersed in the energy of the moment, my cock wasn’t always hard.