You are simply sexual!
It's the woman who wants to break free of monogamy from time to time but her partner can't handle it.
The safest solution for you would be to masturbate with elaborate fantasies of hot sex with a cast of thousands.
The solution lies with her NOT you.
Ultimately the best scenario would be to establish an open relationship but that requires a fairly secure person.
The best case scenario would be discussing this with your husband and exploring the polyamory community.
You are your first and best lover. Don't forget that.
Don't make the mistake of expecting him to have your same appetite for partner sex.
It refers to the idea that, in the base of the spine, there is a potential energy - instinctual, libidinal, unconscious - that awaits awakening and transformation.
Many cultures around the world leave room for more diversity and in some cases make room for a third gender — even a fourth.