Your cross-legged style of masturbation is quite common among women.
The orgasms you have with yourself are usually the best, but every now and then when the stars line up in the just the right way, partnersex can be profound.
All women need to learn how to "run the fuck" and control penetration.
Maybe this will simply disappear and your waterfall pussy will calm down.
Most vaginas have little feeling. Your clitoris has 8,000 nerve endings.
Not all penises and vaginas are a good fit. Fingers and tongues work just fine.
If you want to increase the intensity of your orgasms, edging - getting in front of an orgasm and holding back - will do the trick.
The hymen is a soft membrane that naturally breaks open for menstruation. Most women bleed their first time due to lack of arousal.
Learn how to penetrate your vagina and engage your pc muscle to achieve orgasm and enhance your orgasms.
I sounds like an old fashioned UTI.