Enjoying penetration is about feeling in control, arousal, and plant-based hormone replacement.
Step by Step instructions for using your barbell.
I suggest you take control of the situation by devising your own more natural approach.
I suggest you begin at the beginning and learn about your clitoris and spend some time masturbating.
We can heal our pain...together.
Read women's real experiences with female ejaculation. It is real but has been co-opted by male-centered pornography.