Every woman should penetrate her own vagina for the first time. Clitoral stimulation with vaginal penetration - the combination orgasm - is orgasmic bliss.
Enjoying penetration is about feeling in control, arousal, and plant-based hormone replacement.
Step by Step instructions for using your barbell.
When some aspect of penetration sex is painful, don't do it.
You're using sex to torture yourself. Become a celibate priestess for a week or two.
You have to masturbate daily and move through pain, discomfort, and numbness before you get to pleasure.
I suggest you take control of the situation by devising your own more natural approach.
I suggest you begin at the beginning and learn about your clitoris and spend some time masturbating.
We can heal our pain...together.