Anal pleasure. Ah...mmmm...oooh, in the last picture I posed on my warm bed in the afternoon sunshine with my right index finger pressed against my anus. Sometimes I enjoy using a lot of lubrication and massaging my prostrate gland (which seems to doing okay with age). The most pleasurable sensation is had when massaging the anus itself. It reminds me of my second gay relationship. It was in that relationship that I ejaculated without an erection while my partner thrust his penis into my rectum. It happened when I began to rythmicly contract and release my anal sphincter muscles. I was so in love with him. I came!
The relationship ended because of my becoming embarassed. I'll write more on that topic at another time.
That love between me and another man felt very real and intense. Considering this and that all but one other of my partners have been female, I'd call my self bisexual.
My first gay relationship wasn't much of a relationship. He was basically a sexual predator and I gave in to his demands. Kind of an extended date rape.
Right now I'm regaining the experience of pleasuring myself. Lots of feeling good. And I'm looking forward to making love to my wife when she gets home. We've had a lot of varied, sexual experiences that I hope increase.
As you can see I'm also a bit of an exhibitionist. Reflected in the fact that, for several months, in my mid-twenties, I was a nude model for drawing classes at a women's college and a university. I hope I can give you some pleasure.
