Hi, Betty!
Some of my earliest memories are of feeling sexual. When I was six I did stripteases for my sister's friends when they would sleep over. I remember grabbing my lips and stretching them open so all of her friends could get a full view of my pussy. Later, maybe seven, when girls or boys asked, I would let them watch me peeing.
When I was a teenager and I played truth or dare with my friends, I always acted like I dreaded sexual dares, but secretly I craved them. Because I acted like I didn't like them, my friends usually came up with sexual dares for me. My biggest turn on was that they would all watch me perform the dare.
In my twenties, I would sometimes drive with a tank top on and pull one breast out. I have very small breasts and it turned me on even more to know that it wasn't completely obvious that my breast was exposed, but someone may notice anyway.
At twenty-one when I got my own apartment, I sometimes spent the whole weekend in my house, naked, so I could touch myself at anytime or rub against something or stick something in my pussy. On those weekends, I liked to find something that would stay in my pussy, so when I walked around I can reach down and pump whenever I want. In my twenties, I would challenge my pussy with the shape or size of the object, especially when I'm really wet and something conventional would slip out. Other times I used a dildo.
Now I have many dildos, from small to large and all colors. I like the small dildos when I am double-penetrating my pussy. I haven't tried that with my ass yet. My absolute favorite thing is to have my pussy double filled with something while I use a vibrator on my clit. Sometimes I finish off by grinding against a rolled-up pillow. When I masturbate I like to watch porn, especially anal and double penetration scenes. Or I might read erotica. I like erotica with threesomes or hardcore sex.
Usually after long pleasure party weekends, I feel like the skin has been rubbed off of my clit. The tingling sensation reminds me of my solo pleasure weekends. I always daydream of people coming over and spending a casual eveing masturbating ourselves and each other.
I am generally seen as a conservative person, so I hope I will build on this opportunity and become more open about my sexuality with others.
Mary Ann
