I am normally a very private person when it comes to my body and my mind.I am normally a very private person when it comes to my body and my mind. I'm going to take a risk (well, a mitigated one anyway) and put my manhood on display, for better or for worse. (I'd like to know what your impressions are of me ... if my cock leaves any impression upon you at all.)
I have always been reluctant to let others see me naked for fear of being singled out as singly "small." I come in just left of "average" on size charts. My erection is about 5.25 inches long and 4.00 inches around.
Owing to my relatively modest endowment, it has taken me a long time to develop confidence in myself sexually. Getting naked in front of women for the first time has always been a challenge for me. I must trust a woman before I'll put myself out there in the course of move making.
I figured a lot of this self-doubt and insecurity would be put to bed, as it were, when I got married. I am married to a very special woman who cares as deeply for me as I do for her. We are perfect complements to one another in life and in love. When I see the world through her eyes, which I can and often find myself doing, I see a world full of simple wonder and joy. I see yet once more why I ought not take myself -- or the size of my dick -- too seriously.
We are still learning to make ourselves fully available in our lovemaking. I still get distracted when I slip out of her or can't reach to penetrate her while we're holding and kissing one another. She keeps mum during those little sexual defeats of mine. Come to think of it, she hasn't ever commented on my penis one way or the other in the four years we've been together. I know nothing about me disappoints her. But I do yearn for the validation only a wife and lover can give a man: that he's man enough for her.
Maybe some things are necessarily better left unsaid, no matter how much one wants them said -- and said in the loud throes of passion.
I appreciate the opportunity to put myself out there without risking judgment or ridicule.
-- BB
