Dear Betty,
I have developed a pretty good relationship with my cock. In my younger days, I pretty much kept it to myself and any relationship I had with women. I always thought I was less than average, I guess cause the only other penises I saw were on porno flicks, where most of the men are pretty large. But over the years I began to get good comments from the women I was with, and it wasn't long before I wanted to show it off. Ever since, I have been into exhibitionism and love the comments I get from women. I have found that I'm actually above average, although I wouldn't consider myself to be large.
Since I started my online life about 3 years ago, I have taken pics of myself and my cock and shared them with many women. They all seem to love it, which really turns me on. (Of course, some are not into it) I have also met a few women on here that I have become close to, and actually made video tapes of myself masturbating for them, which I have mailed to them. They want me to make more! Someday maybe I'll get a web cam and do it live for them live if I can get up the nerve. I have often wondered if I could make money doing that. I know women do it for men all the time. There has to be thousands of women out there who would enjoy watching that, I would think. And I know that the internet lets women be themselves without worrying what other people think about them. I actually have an online relationship right now, with someone very special, who I plan to meet soon. And my naked pictures are what caught her attention. Although I don't use my naked pics to get women, I have to admit, it does seem to work sometimes, even though I'm not trying.
When I masturbate, either I fantasize about having sex with a sexy woman, or putting on my little "show" for one or more women who would enjoy watching me. Of course, being with someone I love and having great sex is my ultimate enjoyment. But I do enjoy giving women what they enjoy seeing, even if it is sort of a "secondary" type of sexual gratification. I also know that just because a woman enjoys watching, does not mean she wants me in her bed. It is that knowledge that allows me to approach them in a non threatening way, which they seem to appreciate, and makes it ok with them. When I do this for them, I don't just do it and get off....I like to give them a good show. I like to give them different angles. I sometimes do little things like flex my balls, wave it around, or use oil to make it nice and shiny. I also use different types of hand grips and movements to add some diversity.
Although I am definitely not one to brag, I am very proud of my cock, which I just consider to be a healthy mental attitude. I would love to hear your thoughts about my seemingly uncommon activities, Betty. I enjoyed the stories and pictures I have seen on your site....keep up the great work!
Brewster, in NH
