I used to hate the way my vulva looked and was totally ashamed of it... but over time, with the help of my partners, as well as the discovery of how much pleasure it could bring, I've become more accepting :) Now I am generally happy with the appearance of my vulva, though I do wish my inner labia were smaller. My pubic hair is usually either totally shaved or there is a small strip.
I like my vulva to be touched very gently for the most part. Rough stuff is great and a lot of fun, but I can't cum from it, so during sex there always has to be a sort of gentle point where we slow down. My favorite method of masturbation is simply using my fingers and often a butt plug, which intensifies my orgasms insanely.
I had started masturbating at a very young age, but was not able to orgasm until the age of 17 or 18. I have shared masturbation with my partners, its something I enjoy a lot. There is something so sexy about watching a man jerk off while watching me touch myself. My fantasies while masturbating often revolve around bondage and submission, where a man is forcing me to do things to him- something I also enjoy in real life. I think my favorite focus is blowjobs.
My favorite thing about the orgasms I have alone is that I feel more at ease to experiment than with someone else around, though that becomes less and less and I become more comfortable with myself. Still though, my most intense orgasms are when I am alone. There was one time that I came so hard that I passed out cold for about 2 hours afterward in the middle of the day. Intense!
