Masturbating While Married

Dear Betty,

My enjoyment of my penis goes back farther than I can remember. The first time I ejaculated was while laying in bed at night as a child, stroking myself and enjoying the new feelings. That time, the warm feeling seemed even stronger as I stroked my hard penis. I was caught by surprise when I ejaculated, overcome by the intense feelings it generated. Ever since then, I have enjoyed masturbation to climax in many places, both alone and with others.

A cousin of the same age was also enjoying the same pleasures and we would often masturbate together, lying naked on our sleeping bags or stopping in the woods. We always watched each other, but never got into pleasuring each other. We would run naked in the fields and woods, our throbbing hard teenage cocks bobbing in the sunlight.

Later, my girlfriend and I would masturbate each other to climax. Often, she would have me suck her while stroking my cock. Once, quite by surprise, she took me into her mouth and sucked me off -- something she repeated many times. One time, we were almost caught by her mother while we were lying naked in front of the fireplace in her parent's home enjoying the pleasures of masturbation.

Throughout our marriage, I have continued to masturbate -- sometimes daily, even with a very satisfying sex life. I enjoy being naked. I like others to see me and I take pride that I can enjoy my body to the fullest at age 54. I look forward to many more years of stroking, sucking, and fucking -- feeling the fullness in my balls and the urgency with which I climax.

Years ago, I read one of your books on self-love and enjoyed every moment. It is wonderful to love another, yet it remains special to love oneself. I imagine myself attending one of your workshops, naked and proud. I can imagine you leading us through excercises in masturbation, seeing myself and others lost in enjoyment -- imagine you and others seeing my climax.

Thank you. I appreciate what you do to educate others. Tonight I am close to celebrating once again that special feeling that overcame me by surprise one night many years ago. Only tonight, I will benefit from years of practice. My cock is hard, throbbing. My balls are tingling. Thank you again, Betty.

Best Regards,

John D