Hi Betty and Carlin,
I like your new site and love the u tube videos. I had submitted photos and an essay a few years ago but thought I might take a moment to update them on your site.
You ask about my relationship with my penis, cock or dick, what ever we wish to call it depends on the company and mood at the time I think. I have had a relationship with my cock in regards to masturbating now for 41 years and it has been quite a reliable partner all these years.
I had my first orgasm while climbing a tree when I was around 13, and I still remember that sensation, it was such a shock. Sex was taboo around my home and I knew nothing about masturbation, but wow did I learn in a hurry after that first orgasm. I have not stopped since. Like most people I was sexually active in my late teens, though finding willing partners was a bit of a challenge, and was married at age 24, the sex was good in the beginning but waned after a while as we just didn’t do well and my ex god bless here was not a very willing partner which left me frustrated quite often. We divorced after 7 years and spent the next 24 years sharing the duties of raising our two children, which I might add was very successful.
I never remarried and overtime began to have an affair with my cock, it never said no and still never says no, it tells me what it wants and it is a two way street. I am amazed at the human body and how much pleasure can be derived if one takes the time to explore. Over time though masturbation became a ho hum kind of experience so a few years ago I visited and took some counseling from a Tartaric Goddess. The intention was to learn how to orgasm without ejaculation. I have not achieved this 100 percent maybe only about 10 percent effective. But the things I learned about meditation, taking ones time, different ways to build sexual energy, and learning to move the sexual energy around the body, and breathing has added new life to my masturbatory practice and generally now I take the time to enjoy the whole experience from the tip of my toes to the top of my head.
Generally my session will range from 30 minutes to 2 hours and just enjoy my body, my mind and my genitals, anus, etc. So I guess that what I am saying is that at age 54 it is still a wonderful expanding experience. I have not as yet found a partner to share my new experiences with but in time who knows. With the right partner it would just be the icing on the cake.
I generally do not use any toys, I have bought them over the years, but I never found anything that actually heightened the please, and generally the limited my self control, so my hands and fingers do there thing and do it very well.
I could be I am a bit narcissistic living by myself for all these years, but being able to hang out in the nude, or play little games and experiment has been very pleasurable.
We are like fine wine as we grow older and we tend to take the time to sip it and enjoy the pleasure, and as a man it is always pleasurable to be in the company of a fine woman.
