Ever since I was a young boy of around 9 or 10 years of age, I have always enjoyed the pleasure my cock brought me. I didn't know until the age of about 12, how to masturbate "properly" with the standard up and down hand-action but instead would use a finger to rub my foreskin in a circular motion and would make myself reach climax.
I actually would do this while in class in school, which was so risky when you think of it but at the time, it was my "little naughty secret" and a 2 o'clock in the afternoon lesson would see me sitting quietly amongst thirty or so other pupils and having a quiet orgasm. Thanks to short trousers, my cock and foreskin was always so easy to manipulate at will and away from prying eyes, hidden under a desk.
So started a long term career of self pleasure and loving. By age twelve I was regularly licking and sucking my own cock and making myself cum into my mouth, thanks to personal flexibility and a nice size cock. This was always a special treat I saved for myself, when I didn't just want to have a wank. It would be another five years before somebody else was to that treat for me.
Despite what can be called a very successful life sexually with lots of love and lust on the way, I have always been my own mistress. Nothing can replace the pleasure I can bring to myself, whether it be oral or masturbation as I know myself and exactly what I want. There is no special preparation required when it's just me. I am always ready to wank and/or suck myself on demand with no need to ask or promise anything.
Often I will go days without climaxing as I know I'll be swallowing a large load later that week. So when the "target" day comes along, I will actually be quite aroused at what I have planned for myself. It is a simple thing but the most special thing.
Yes I am happily married and have no complaints but my time with myself is what makes everything work and worth while.
Enjoy yourself - completely.
Mark :o)
