i found your site at the beginning of the year, while trying to increase my sexual skills, i am an ever learning intellectual slut. when I first saw the pictures in the gallery i was drawn to the cocks, but then looking at the cunts i realised how beautiful and different we all are, I have never had a close view of mine or anyone else's, and that intrigued me. That as a 37 year old woman, with many experiences, i had never even looked at myself. I had no idea what the most sensitive pleasure giving part of my body even looked like. my minds image was that from text books.
so while exploring this sexual journey with my lover, and us being frustrated on the other side of the world from each other for 5 weeks, he asked me for a picture. i decided to explore and send him a familiar missed view for him, but a surprise for me - as i had never seen myself. i was amazed. i don't look like a text book i look like a beautiful iris blooming as i think of him. my clitoris hidden, my irregular labia like petals, the clitoral hood creating a long stem.
i never gave my cunt a name but i think she will be called Iris from now on. Iris loves it when her petals get to close around the wrist of my lover, as he slowly pulls his whole hand out of my cunt, his twisting knuckles brushing against my g-spot over and over again, before his hand fills my cunt again and i come like a fountain over his fingers, screaming in ecstatic torture. my cunt has never felt so well tended, my new lover and i push the envelope of what we thought was sex, and i realise that everything before that i thought was good/great sex was just mediocre. i am stunned!
my cunt loves penetration, and i fantasize a lot about being filled in both holes when i masturbate, i love anal sex and the feeling of complete fullness that is unlike anything else. the fine line between torture and ecstasy. when i am on my own i often masturbate with penetrative toys in my arse or cunt as i make slow circle with two fingers, one under my clitoral hood, the circles seem to rise and concentrate up from my body. the circles getting smaller, tighter and more concentrated before i come. my limbs start to tingle before i come with my tight cunt or arse clamping on what ever is in it.
my favourite toy has to be the rock chick (which i am giving to all my girlfriends as birthday presents) which hits my g-spot every time. i virtually always ejaculate with g spot stimulation now. the first time it happened was with my lover's dextrose fingers. i felt dazed and light headed for 40 mins afterwards. literally fucked senseless. sometimes the orgasms are so intense that my brain stops working and i can't see clearly. i felt like i won the lottery the day that happened - and am so glad i knew about it in advance- i keep reading stories of women embarrassed by this, when in fact they should be over the moon. what better complement to your lover can you give than when they make you come so hard you squirt like a fountain .
i prefer to masturbate on my own, and find it harder to come if i do it in front of my lover, my mind gets distracted. masturbation is my favourite form of sleeping tablet, and unlike partner sex which is loud, mind blowing and exhilarating, i come quietly. When on my own I always masturbate before i fall asleep, into a contented slumber with a smile on my face. when away from my lover i have sometimes masturbated up to 10 times a day, just remembering things we have done or thinking of things i want to try, reading blogs (Eric's or Chelsea Girl's) or a book. the films i have seen can make me wet, but in a Pavlov's dog kind of way, they don't get me to the same place as my imagination or written words. writing this is making me hot and wet
i feel so lucky to be having such mind blowing sex, and long may IRIS bloom
thanks for making me see myself in a new and beautiful way
IRIS


