As a lesbian, it's a little odd to find myself so fascinated by images of my own vulva - but not odd enough for me to stop looking! I'm proud of my beauty, and now I look back on past lovers' compliments and smile in understanding.
I love my inner lips - they remind me of flower petals, and then I remember that flowers are sex organs too! Oh, of course - this makes perfect sense. The only drawback I can think of about my long inner lips is that I have to wear underwear with my jeans! I don't shave - the itch drives me so crazy! - but I trim down the jungle, and I'm thinking about waxing soon. Silky-smooth skin is such a turn on, and I want that for my own fingers and for my lover's tongue...
I haven't named her (my vulva) - in fact, it's strange to me to even refer to 'her' as a separate entity. It's me! My body, my sex. I love lube, and I like to use dildos to penetrate myself while I stimulate my clit - I have multiple toys, all for different occasions. I just ordered a Hitachi Magic Wand, and I'm so much looking forward to getting it - my clit needs a lot of stimulation to bring me to orgasm. I don't usually use porn, but I do if I'm feeling raunchy, and then I like to watch some of the dirtiest, pounding porn I can. Even if it isn't the sex ever I'd want to have in my own life, something about the name-calling and sex-role submission pushes me over the edge.
Back in the old days, though, when I was nine or so and fervently masturbating in secret, I would do the classic bathtub trick, or rub up against furniture. Then I got it into my head to use the bristles of an electric toothbrush (like I said, I need a lot of stimulation), which has been my standby ever since. I'm not so thrilled with the toothbrush thing anymore, though, just because I'd like to expand my range so I can orgasm without needing that level of intensity. Plus, it's a little rough for everyday use. Just a little. ;)
Now, I really love putting on shows for my lovers - masturbating for them, making them sit across the room from me and just watch. I'm a bit of a performer, I admit. I usually don't come from masturbating like that, though - probably because I'm so caught up in the performance of it. When I'm alone, and coming, I hardly move or make any noise because I'm so intent on the building sensation. In my ideal future, there will be a lot more mutual masturbation, with more of the openness and less of the performance.
So - there it is. A short history of me and my vulva. Thanks of course to Betty and Carlin for being such great voices in the world, and for encouraging women to embrace their genital beauty and to take action in their own pleasure.
Many orgasms, Hazel
