Dear Betty (my essay),
I think most women, and probably quite a few men, fantasize about posing for nude photographs. Until recently the nearest I came to fulfilling my fantasy was when I was 19 - my boyfriend wanted to take some topless photos of me but I insisted on keeping my nipples covered (mainly because I didn't quite trust him not to show the pictures to his friends).
My late mother was a topless/nude model for amateur photographers back in the late 50s and early 60s, and she was quite happy to let my sister and I see photographs of her taken during that period. She also posed for my father, and I remember coming downstairs late one night when I was about four years old to find her washing the dishes wearing only a G-string whilst my dad set up his camera and lights in the living room! For some reason the sight of her large breasts bouncing and swaying struck me as being hysterically funny, but later I couldn't wait to develop big tits so I could show them off.
A few years later I found a stack of girlie magazines in the spare bedroom and spent hours admiring the models' beautiful breasts and bottoms (this was before the days of exposed pubic hair and pussies!) I thought it must be wonderful to be photographed nude, so at an early age I got into practicing in front of the mirror. When my nipples began to develop I was amazed at the way they became erect when I played with them, and I loved to paint them with lipstick and my mum's gold eyeshadow. I started to masturbate at eight but at this stage I wasn't particularly interested in the appeareance of my vulva - nipples reigned supreme!
Rather strange for a woman who had the good fortune to grow up in a household which wasn't prudish about nudity, I was rather shy as an adult. I still fantasized about posing nude but didn't like the idea of people at the photo lab seeing me in my birthday suit. A few weeks ago my sister and I (we are now 36 and 39) had a rather childish argument about me being too reserved, and she dared me to pose nude on the Internet. Why didn't I think of this? With a digital camera and a computer I could be my own nude model!
With the help of a full-length mirror I photographed myself with my bra mostly off nude in a kneeling position. My 36C tits are less impressive than mum's but not bad. I shaved my pussy before posing and my labia were clearly exposed, so the next step was to spread my legs and reveal all! I was delighted with the pussy pics and usually have one of them as wallpaper on my monitor screen. Feedback from the pictures, which I posted on several sites, has come from both men and women and has boosted my confidence tremendously. I once thought my pussy lips were too long but now I love them, as do many other Internet users!
My advice to anyone who has ever dreamed of posing nude is - stop dreaming, take your clothes off and get snapping. You don't need huge breasts to win a host of admirers! And there as many cunt lovers as there are tit aficionados.
Judy
