genital gallery

So what now?

Fri, 07/23/2010 - 01:34
Submitted by jenson

It's been a long time since I've been on here.  I wasn't sure if this was a rant, confession, or really what this would be called so I've just filed it under "general". 

The last time I was on here, I was going to add a 2nd upload to the genital gallery.  I had spend an entire afternoon trying to come up with decent angles, lighting and settings to artfully show my penis.  I wanted to show it.  I was proud of it.  When I logged on to share it, I realized the geintal gallery was taken down.  I can't put into words how devastating this was to have my previous submition removed.  It led to so many horrible thoughts not limited to self hatred and shame.