Loneliness is a crowded room.

Sat, 04/09/2011 - 15:04
Submitted by robin45

On some of the dating sites I get e-mails from fake beautiful women so you join up and then never get a reply from them. Why hasn't the law done something about this. Very few woman have got to see the real me. That psychology student at group therapy got to know me abit. She sat very close to me and stayed behind after the session especially to speak to me. She was so close that I thought she was going to sit on my lap. The board must have thought she had done wrong because she told me she was going to be reprimanded. She was obviously there for study and I was her lab rat. She was there to shine on the pheasants. Her assignment probabily was to befriend one of the patients and right a report. Career woman look down upon me although i'm tall because i'm a lesser status person. They just can't see what is in front of there eyes, yet if a nice bit of rought or a jailbird turned up they won't hesitate to drop their knickers. This morning when I was doing my run I passed an attractive dorky girl on a bike probably about 18 or 19yrs old, abit to young for me and a boy of similar age trying to catch her up. I can guess what will happen next. A similar situation happened to me at college when I was 19yrs only for another boy to steal her away from me. It was like taking candy from a baby. I didn't have the life skills back then although i'm more worldly now. If there are young couples and the girl I find attractive, I have to look away or get away from the situation because this reminds me of my inadequaties and causes me much pain. This is a cruel world and there is alot of injustice. Woman often pick rotters for partners but would have lived happily ever after if they had choicen that dorky boy at college