Betty Dodson with Carlin Ross

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I have aspergers sydrome,at the age of 45yr have never had a girlfriend, feel unfulfilled and disgusted with myself. At college I was obsessed with a girl who lead me on. I was once asked out by another girl but thought she was taking the piss and turned her down. Back then when I was 19yr my understanding of how the world works was pretty poor. I find that back then the girls i'd liked did not like me but now those women,the situation is reversed. They have had families then got divorsed. If they had taken an interest in that quiet geek and accepted that aspergers is a disability they probably still be in a happy relationship. I get quite a few women my age, some a few years older or younger on dating sites showing interest but I don't fancy them. They seen really old to me unfortunately. I can't like someone I don't find attractive. The sort of women I do like is curvy, dorky girls in the late twenties or early thirties. I think I look younger than my age. Someone said I look about thirty five. I look after myself by keeping fit and eating healthly. On these dating sites I can't lie about my age. I know of a few people who have age gap relationships of 12yr. My grandfather was 18yrs older than my grandmother. I did have a run in when I was 33yrs old with a psychology student (See earlier posts) and find it annoying because most career women like this I come across look down upon me because I have'nt got a degree, see me a lesser person and not as a sexual being but as someone to pity. I think I could talk at the same level as them because i've now got a better understanding of life and a good general knowledge. Currently I am looking at adult dating sites because if I could get laid it would partially solve my problems,  I would'nt be quite so fussy about the woman, see it just as sex and can't get emotionally hurt. So far there was a girl I was interested in but once I paid the money to the site she then did'nt reply to my texts. I think this was a scam to get my money. I am still hoping to meet the right girl who can sexually and emotionally give me fullfillment but this is an impossibility. People out there think my problems a trival but to me its far from trival. No one can comprehend the pain I am going through.