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25 year old release

SexicaJessica's picture
Sat, 04/10/2010 - 22:42
Submitted by SexicaJessica

Okay, here it is.

My sexual fetish that only two people in the world know of. My fetish is to watch nude girls with big tits being tied up and tickled. I've had this particular fetish since I was 8 years old. Yes, you heard it...8 Years old. When I was of age (14) to be curious enough to look for porn and things of that nature, there was very little of this particular fetish (there is more now, obviously). But I would get so horny just looking at images I would have to orgasm right then and there. But I was (am?) so shameful of this sexual desire of mine, I kept it hidden away from everybody. I tried to pretend I was only into straight porn, but then while fucking my boyfriends, and fooling around with girls, I always thought of two naked women (or hentai characters) with one woman tickling and sexually arousing the other woman.

One night when I got out of the shower, I went to my now separated husband, and was ready to tell him the one fantasy, the one shameful thing that was burning on my mind for the last 17 years...I crawled into bed and asked "Honey, do you want to know my deepest darkest secret?" ..And he said "I dont care". And turned over, going to sleep.

So now I'm ready and I want to come out about my dirty little secret. Because I want to, not for anybody else. And there it is. :)

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Thanks!

WildOrchid's picture
Thu, 04/15/2010 - 19:13
WildOrchid

I'm glad you liked my videos. Carlin puts them on the site. I was planing to shoot yesterday but when I shaved and got myself ready my sister came back from Uni. So I've got only 5 minutes - it's better to take the ideas that caome to me while preparing and finish the thing properly.

The video that was posted today was from the same day as my trimming video so it's quite old.

You inspired me!! I shaved

SexicaJessica's picture
Thu, 04/15/2010 - 23:11
SexicaJessica

You inspired me!! I shaved in a big mirror and took photos to submit :D xoxo

Nothing to be ashamed of

WildOrchid's picture
Mon, 04/12/2010 - 19:07
WildOrchid

I'm chuckling to myself as I read your post - you wouldn't stand 5 minutes in the company of my best friend and her ex gf. They haven't changed their behavior much since they split- always tickling or lightly slapping each other. Plus they both have big tits and I've seen rope laying near the bed more than once.

Your fetish is completely harmless and safe to explore - nothing to be ashamed or worry about. I don't know much about your husband but maybe he was very tired. I'd give him the benefit of a doubt but then I'm not his wife.

Now try to explain the erotic potential that thinking about getting an enema has to somebody and you'll know that some people have (like me) it worse. So much for women being less kinky than men ;)

Haha! Arent you adorable!

SexicaJessica's picture
Mon, 04/12/2010 - 23:35
SexicaJessica

Haha! Arent you adorable! Well, that is why we are separated, I find that sexual compatibility is something I'm not willing to give up and my sex life is more important to me than sticking with someone who just isnt interested in sex.

I definitely think the women I've been with have been SO much more open-minded than the men.

By the way, are you the girl in the xtube video that was featured once on this website? If you are, wow what a beautiful thing! :)

It's been just watching so

SexicaJessica's picture
Mon, 04/12/2010 - 01:01
SexicaJessica

It's been just watching so far...I'd definitely like to try sometime, but I havent been sexually liberated yet with my fantasies, unfortunately :(