Last Night I had My Very First Ever in My Life Fully Satisfying Orgasm

Fri, 10/03/2014 - 07:08
Submitted by Betty Dodson

Dearest Betty,

I know this is nothing you haven't heard before, but: You changed my life!!!!!

I have a very happy update to share with you after our session (and I am also sharing it with all of my close friends!):

Last night I had my very first ever in my life fully satisfying orgasm!!!!!

Just to refresh you, since I know you meet and talk to many, many women - I am 37 and had only ever masturbated by crossing my legs and pulsing before I went to visit you.

After our session, I ordered both the Hitatchi Magic Wand and the Eroscillator. The Hitatchi arrived first and I tried it a couple of times, just over my clothes and without much ceremony. I could feel my orgasm muscles spasming in response, but I wouldn’t say it really felt good. I was not really into it.

Then last night the Eroscillator arrived, the gentle finger-tip-like attachment head. I didn’t open the box, just left it on my kitchen table.

I was very wired when I got home after a one-day gig at a new place I hadn’t worked before, and I didn’t have work the next day (i.e. today) so I stayed up very late into the night, going down internet worm holes. Finally it was around 4AM, so I decided to take a puff of pot to knock myself out. I wound up taking more than I thought and got suuuuuuper duper stoned. And then the most amazing thing happened! I got into a super happy, super horny stoned place and then remembered the Eroscillator had arrived, and I took it out and had the best date night ever. With myself!

I have never really enjoyed masturbating that much before – always felt kind of tense and get-this-over-with when I did it. This was the first time I felt like I was with an actual lover whom I wanted to luxuriate with and spend all night with – except the lover knew exactly what to do, because A) it was me! And B) I was so stoned that I finally let go of my fear and inhibitions and belief that I don’t understand how my body works.

I lost track of time – but I think I was masturbating for about an hour or so, and I had my very first fully-satisfying orgasm of my life!!!!! I’m sure there will be better ones to come (cum!) but I was so happy to have the experience, I was beaming and felt like light beams were coming out of my body. And like with a good lover, the whole journey was just as great as the destination – which I had never let myself experience before, because I guess I’d felt repressed guilt and anxiety about masturbation.

The funniest thing was the stoned fantasies I was having – soooo different from my usual fantasies (which are usually anxiety and shame-tinged scenarios about a nasty old man exploiting a young nubile girl.) Instead, while stoned and high on self-love, I had this amazingly intoxicating fantasy world of … cute cartoon / anime avatars of myself being sexy and sweet and smiling. So bizarre!

Even in the stoned moment of it, I was trying to self-analyze. I think maybe I was going back to a childhood place, like the age when I started feeling sexual shame, and maybe I was having the child-like fantasies that I would have had at that age, if I hadn’t gone down the path of shame and angst instead? I don’t know. All I know is that I felt zero shame or angst, I just felt happy and wonderul. And I came!! I couldn't wait to share this with you! I am SO grateful to have met and worked with you!

Sending LOVE,


Oh, and one more thing I forgot to tell you! In the past, I always have viewed sex toys as kind of "dirty", and the one sex toy and few sex books I owned, I had hidden away in a drawer under some other things, and I rarely took them out to use them.

But after my wonderful experience with the Eroscillator, I fell in love with it! And I want it to have a beautiful and special place in my home. So I went online to and bought three satin pouches - two hot pink ones for the Eroscillator and the attachments, and one black one for a glass dildo that I'd had for a long time but never wanted to use until now. AND I found this incredible vintage 1920s White Cross vibrator case that I bought (pictures attached) to hold all of my sex toys, because I want to celebrate them! This is a huge change in attitude for me, and it is thanks to working with you.

With love,

Liberating women one orgasm at a time

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Worked like a CHAMP!! Thank you for this post!!

Sun, 10/05/2014 - 02:41
leeusira (not verified)

Hi guys!
thank you so much these things are SO hard!


Thu, 10/09/2014 - 14:04

I love stories like these when women find themselves and their sexual center. It is so rewarding, is it not, to have the knowledge that you ARE a sexual being, you DO enjoy sex, and you do love GOOD sex! Much of that unfortunately goes to the wayside when we are dealing with partners that are not loving, sharing, or try to open up to the many possibilities that good sex can encompass.